Welcome to our family blog. To see the past entries before this date you can visit www.jacksonryan.net and www.baileygrace.net. Since we now have three children to keep up with we have decided to make just one big family blog to keep everyone to just having to go to one site including us. Josh and I got married almost six years ago. Josh is a CPA and I’m a stay at home mom. We have been together for 12 years. Jackson is 3, Bailey is almost 2, and Brooklyn is 6 weeks. I was raised by my grandparents and they taught me all about Jesus Christ. He is the center of our home. We are in a valley right now and pray daily for strength due to the recent passing of my grandmother. Josh and I know we will get through this somehow together but we have never hurt like this. My grandmother was also caring for my little brother Jimmy,17, my sister Raain,8, and my grandfather with Alzheimer’s. Now my biological mother is trying to take care of them with our help of course. It will be the hardest year in our life to date. We just got over a hard pregnancy, then a scary experience with Brooklyn’s birth, and now are scared to death to live with out her. We know that God gives and takes away but it doesn’t make the grief any easier. I have faith I will see her again but it just feels like so far away. Our kids are all so amazing. They each are very different and we hope you enjoy getting to take a peak into their sweet little spirits. We also want to have this as a baby book for Brooklyn since we have enjoyed going back to see what all Jackson and Bailey did in their first year of life. This will be a blog for what ever is going on with them so we don’t forget something special said, a cute expression, a memorable moment between them, trips and outings, struggles, accomplishments, and just the day to day grind of parenthood. So we are documenting our family’s journey on here so we can see where we are, where we have come from, and where we are headed. Our kids will hopefully learn something from our life experiences, what works, what doesn’t, and what the important things in life are.
You three had a fun weekend. Friday night we took all of you to Riverfest. Probably won't try that one again for a few more years. It was tough keeping up with all three of you in the large crowd not to mention some crazys running around. We did get to see Aunt Savanna dance and a few other acts perform. Saturday we went to Chloe and Eva's party at the park, Sunday we went to church then Me-Me watched all three of you so Daddy and I could go on a date, then we took all of you, MeMe, Papaw Cal, Granny, Ashur and Kelly, Aunt Raain, Uncle J, and Aunt Steph to Daddy's work to watch the fireworks on the river. Bailey didn't like it too much but watched it from inside, Brooklyn was memorized, and Jackson of course loves anything loud and big. Then Monday we went to Romance "the farm" and had a good lunch with all of the fam. You guys had a blast swimming and playing with all of your cousins. I think there was over 12 little ones running around. Here are some fun pics from our weekend.
Mommy loves the summer time. Nothing like fun days at the pool, picnics in the park, driving with the windows down, family trips, Saturday adventures, the lake, Kool-aid and grill cheese sandwiches at Nanny and Papaw's pool, and I could go on and on. Also it so seems like every time the season changes I get the itch for a new casa...hopefully we will just know when it is the right time instead of just going off the itch. Since the season change of spring to summer I'm also reminded of the things I will no longer share this summer with my Nanny... which stings. I grew up in the same house my entire life and now it is just my Paps, Mom, Raain, and Jimmy there with out her. It will be hard to swim there all the time with out her laughing at Jacks, those southern fried dinners, grinning from ear to ear at the girls in their suits, bringing us those tasty treats by the pool, going all over the state with us to keep the kids entertained and so on. I know it will be hard but I am thankful for all of those times that no one can take from me. So what does a June weekend look like for us. Well we celebrated Papaw Don's 73rd B-Day Friday night, went to Uncle Luke's baseball game Sat., a lunch date with all of you at Red Lobster, fun in the backyard and baby pool, yard work, rented some movies at Blockbuster, then Sunday went to church, lunch at Senor Tequila's with Uncle J and Aunt Steph, got to see where they are going to live after the big wedding in August, then Uncle Luke and Aunt Savanna came over to play and then you guys went out to eat with Poppa and Gigi while Daddy and I got some stuff done around the house. You got Red Lobster twice in one weekend..i'm jealous. But I got to watch a movie...can't remember the last time I did that. Today Mommy took Jacks to Dr. Morris and his lungs sound good. Here are some pics from the weekend. You three for sure keep me going. Love, Mommy
We have had a fun week spending lots of time outside. You guys love your new blow up slide and spend lots of time out there having a blast. Of course Mr. Jacks has discovered lots of fun tricks to do on it. Once even doing a flip off it which scared me to death. You and Raain play together so great. She has become quite the little nuturer with you and then you with Bailey and Miss Brooklyn just gets lovin from everyone. It melts my heart to see all of you laughing and playing together. Mam got a professional camera and I'm having so much fun borrowing it. The speed on it is amazing. Here are some of you guys lovin outside!
We had such a fun trip to Branson. We stayed five nights at Westgate resorts. It was the first trip for Miss Brooklyn and the first trip I've ever been on with my Mom...aka..Grandy. The kids had an incredible time and so did Grandy. Daddy's kidney stones was the only set back in our adventure. It was the only time I've had to take him to the ER and of course it had to be on vacation..on our days...on our anniversary. I guess it is just the kind of year we are having. There were parts of the trip that were hard because we took this trip twice a year with Nanny. It felt like she was everywhere. But in a way I was at peace because it was so neat to see my Mom there happy, heathly, and enjoying the things that Nanny had always dreamed about her getting to experience. We went to Celebration City, White Water, Silver Dollar, The Track, Swimming, Playworld Pizza, Joe's Crab Shack, the Landing and a few other fun spots. Jackson, Bailey, and Raain were in heaven with late nights, sleeping in, breakfast at 11am, and fun filled days. It is lots of work to pack up this many kids but very much worth it I think. A very memorable trip for many reasons to say the least. We are going to the beach in two more weeks and I can hardly wait!
This past weekend was Uncle Jordan and Aunt Steph's Big Wedding!! We couldn't wait. Friday night went great at practice and the dinner was at the train station. Jackson and Bailey even got on the mic and said some sweet words to their favorite couple. Jackson you were so so excited about getting to be in the wedding and especially about getting to wear a tux. Bailey you were also very excited about getting to be the flower girl and wearing a princess dress. You even went to the salon with Steph and got your hair done but didn't know much what to think about a curling iron. But you made it okay once you got a sucker. Then you couldn't wait to show Daddy your hair. Once we got to church you were so excited. But weren't too excited once Mommy had to sit down and leave you so you sat with me during the wedding. Jackson you smiled so big walking down the isle. You ate it up to say the least. Then Bailey you started throwing your flowers up front once Jordan and Steph kissed and started to walk off. I guess better late than never. Then the reception was so much fun. You danced for hours..sometimes even all by yourself on the dance floor. Actually I think you were the first to hit the dance floor. It was precious. I don't know where you get all your cool moves from?? Bailey you also had a blast at the reception. Miss Brooklyn everyone couldn't get enough of your giggles and smiles this weekend. The wedding was amazing and it gives me chills just thinking about it. Such a beautiful ceremony and precious vows. Thanks Uncle J and Aunt Steph for letting us be a part of the most special day of your lives. Here are some pics of the kids from the weekend.
Our trip to Orange Beach was wonderful. It was just what the Dr. ordered. Lots of relaxation and fun. We thought a little more work would be involved with three little ones at the beach but to our surprise it was incredible. It helped having my grandma there and Josh's dad (pops) to keep up with all of them. Jackson seemed to mature a lot on our trip and Bailey too. They are closer than ever right now and it is precious. He loves to feel like he is taking care of her. And Miss Brooklyn was of course Miss Brooklyn as always just smiling, happy, full of giggles and kept us smiling. She even said Momma on day two of the trip which made my entire week. She said Dada a few weeks ago so it was due. She slept with Josh and I in her pack and play, Jackson and Pops shared a room, and Bay slept with Mam in the master. Some days we would wake up and have all three in our bed...don't know how we fit but that is a different story. Late nights, long talks, lots of sun...it was beautiful every day, swimming, good food, shopping, big waves, sleeping in...don't think we got up before 9am one day..yes that was amazing!!!! I made three different slide shows. One of just random pics, one of pics I took of kids dressed in white, and then I thought it would be fun to let the girls play dress up which was just tdf. Brooklyn kept a grin the entire time. The ride wasn't too bad. We drove night time the way there and that didn't work as well because the kids were too excited too sleep so we decided to drive the day time coming home. They did amazing..it took about 10 hours because we stopped some and Brooklyn had to have her snack breaks too. The kids were ready for home..they said they missed it...but Daddy and I..well we could have stayed longer..but there is much work to be done. In fact it seems like I will never get everything unpacked. So worth it though. I swear vacations with my family growing up are the best memories I have. I can already tell that this trip will be talked about for a while in our home and the memories will last forever. I'm already planning our next beach trip because of how much fun we had. We are blessed to have a family that loves to travel as much as we do! Jackson already asked "can we go back before I turn five Mommy?"
Mommy took along some fun stuff for dress up. I think I had more fun playing with my mam's new camera than anything else..lol. Brooklyn did a nose dive right in the sand and we could only see the whites of her eyes because she had sand all over her face and in her mouth. She didn't even fuss until we had to spray a water hose in her face. I know we will treasure these forever. Just wish I could bottle you three up right now forever.
Things seem to just now be getting back to normal since our two trips. Miss Brooklyn still isn't quite back on schedule and is spoiled rotten from all the attention...which I wouldn't have it any other way. Jackson is loving life right now and as always is mr. talkative and full of questions. He loves his four year old class. He goes three days a week. His teacher is Mrs. Carolina. She is wonderful. He tells me all the time how much he loves school. He loves to lay out his clothes the night before and then gets ready before even letting me know he is up. Miss Bailey is just as sweet as ever besides a few terrible two fits every now and then. Still picky when it comes to her food. Loves to be on the go and her clothes and shoes. Brooklyn is now over six months. She is a pro at sitting up and starting to like some baby food. She is going to be a talker like her big brother. She says Momma and Dadda now and loves to play with her feet. She also gets so excited watching her siblings play. She likes the praise baby dvds and baby mozart. She doesn't like a bottle which makes things a little more difficult for Mommy to leave and over the past two weeks has refused her pacificer. She loves her Jumperoo and play mat. She can sit up great and stand while holding on to my fingers. She weighs 21 pounds and loves her Momma!! She will go next week for her six month shots and ck up. Here are a few more pics I found from our trip.
Today Mam took you guys with Luke and Savanna to pick out some pumpkins. Jackson you picked out a big white one and some little baby ones and Bailey you picked out a big orange one. In a few more weeks Daddy and I are planning on taking you guys to a pumpkin patch, hay ride, and some other fun fall things. The state fair will be here soon too. This is Mommy's favorite time of the year..with good reason...it feels great outside, it is the time of year Daddy and I started dating, football, pretty trees, wonderful memories, candy, fall fun...like carnivals, costumes, hay rides, hot coca, carmel apples, parties, haunted houses, fall decor, and so much more. The other day Jackson said "Momma you need to get one of those circle things on our door with a lot of those leaves and stuff on it (wreath) kids are so preceptive but I agree Jacks we do~! Love, Mommy
So today my little baby is seven months old which is just crazy. I can't believe it has now been six months I've been with out my Nanny. So much has changed...I miss her more than words can describe. I still catch myself day dreaming about a moment shared..a time I wish we could share...what she is missing...what I need to ask...what I need to say...a hug I want to feel...a voice I want to hear....a hand I want to hold...so many what ifs....just a quick reminder of how quickly life as you know it is gone and you are forced to live with out the one person you don't want to. It makes me more thankful for the people in my life and is a good reminder to live each day for eternity rather than the now. Die to self and live for him...for my kids..my family...others in need...just like my Nanny did for me...just in deep thought tonight and can't sleep. I dream about my Nanny every night. Sometimes it seems so real I feel like she was never gone. I have even had the talk with her about why she did have to die and what is heaven like and I could go on and on. I just can't wait to see her again. O'h what a sweet day. Grief is defiantly a process. One day I think okay I can do this..and then something happens that makes me wish so bad she was hear and I turn to mush in seconds. God really has been my source of comfort and strength. I feel him in the midst of pain and he gives me that supernatural comfort that can only be explained by his power. It is so nice to have him hold me and carry the weight. I get so much fulfillment from watching my kids grow and love life and think about how beautiful it is that I love them more than anything but God loves me as his child and them even more than I do. What a gift we have been given. He has entrusted his most precious treasure in my hands and now I'm to show him where do I put my faith..upon him or the things of this world?? Father..today I choose you..the one that gives and takes away..the one who made me and gave me life and little fingers that now hold onto mine...the one that comforts me in the storms..and lifts me up out of the valley. Here are some sweet pics I took of the kids yesterday before taking Jacks to school.
I'm so behind on my blog because we have been doing so much fun stuff. The weather is just perfect and Mommy loves all of the fun stuff to do outside. I will do an entry soon on each of you so I don't forget any of the cute stuff you guys are saying and doing but for now here are some pics of us over the weekend. Last weekend we all went to the fair..Jackson...your favorite country singer Rodney Atkins was there and so you were extra excited. You almost couldn't believe it was really him. You seriously know all of his songs and watch him on youtube like crazy. Then the next weekend we went back for another day at the fair with Grandy to get some more of that fair food and some ride time in. You guys then got to spend the night with Uncle J and Aunt Steph for the first time and had a blast. I will have to get pics soon because u guys went to the air show for the day with them. Then Sunday we went to the Wildwood Performing Arts Park to their Harvest Fest. It was perfect weather. You guys got to pick out a pumpkin..listen to some music..see some animals, go on a hayride, and do some crafts. Halloween is only a few weeks away. We have all of our costumes ready to go. The next two weekends will be so much fun!! Can't wait! I must say after a busy day my favorite part is just to be at home and cuddle with my three babies.
Over the past weekend we had so much fun. The weather was great. Brayden had his bday pirate party at maumelle park and you all had a blast. Bailey was a little scared of Jack Sparrow..lol but Jacks was in heaven.Here are some pics.
Last Friday Mommy took you three to the Pumpkin Farm in Mayflower. It was for sure the best one we have been to. We stayed for four hours and had a blast.
We have had so much fun this past week. From just hanging out at home and watching Brooklyn learning something new every day, to Raain's Halloween Carnival, Jack's Halloween Carnival, Boo at the Zoo (mommy took all of you by myself bec. Daddy was sick)..very interesting time. Raain was the cutest Elvis ever..lol. You wanted to be a baseball for the zoo since I knew I didn't want you walking with a mask on at the zoo and Bailey was Sleeping Beauty. I love the pic of Brooklyn making the funny face. Jacks won the pickle walk and thought Brooklyn would like it. We Can't wait for Halloween tonight.
Happy Halloween from Mr. Skelton, Cindrella, and Tinkerbell. We have had a relaxing day at home and the kids are mega pumped for the Halloween Party and trick or treating. Hope everyone has a safe and fun night. Love, The Verdells
So Halloween Night we all got dressed up and went to a Halloween Party at the Phelans. It was so much fun getting to see all of you guys dressed up. We then went trick or treating with everyone and you guys got more candy then we can probably eat before it goes bad. You guys were super pumped when you saw me and Daddy dress up. If only I could have got a pic of Daddy's expression once he put on his costume. I didn't even let him see it until it was time to put it on..for a good reason of course. Hey..it takes pretty special kids to get u to agree to put on a costume that adds pounds..lol! Somehow we managed to get most of the kids there together to get a pic. I'm putting all of them on here because in every one a different kids is looking..lol..I'm just surprsied we got as many as we did. After trick or treating we then came back to Sherwood and let you guys meet up with Aunt Raain and trick or treat in our neighborhood. You guys loved it and finally got worn down. I woke up the next morning and walked in to find Jacks, Bay, and Raain with their three piles of candy doing the whole trading thing. Of course Raain was the leader but it brought back a lot of memories of what me and my cousins would do. "I'll trade u this for your nerds" then my Nanny would sneak in and get all of my butterfingers and mints. I had to smile when I found myself doing the exact same thing when the kids weren't looking. Now it's time to start thinking about Christmas. Crazy! It's okay we have been watching Christmas movies since last Dec. so not a lot will change except decor of course and our pocket books. Hope u guys always love holidays as much as Mommy and Daddy does. Lots of fun times to look forward too. Love, Mommy
We took our annual trip to Branson on Thanksgiving and came back four days later. I don't think I could've prepared myself with how hard it was going to be without my Nanny since she started the tradition with me and Josh 12 yrs. ago. We look forward to this trip with her every year and we know that she would want us to keep the tradition going so we did in honor of her. Our kids loved it. We took Pops, Uncle J, and Aunt Steph with us, along with my lil sis Raain. Some highlights were watching all the kids pretend like they were swimming in the huge tub, Red Lobster, Bailey getting the giggles with J and Steph throwing her. Brooklyn trying to kiss everyone including macee in the mouth, our condo unit, and getting to get away for a few days w fam. The ride up there and back couldn't have gone any smoother. Kids went to bed later than ever before..like 11pm to midnight every night but hey they slept in until at least 9am which is huge when u r used to getting up at 7:30. Friday we went to see Noah's Arc and it was wonderful. The kids were amazed by all the animals and Jackson is starting to understand a lot about Jesus and his death and what God did before walking the earth so he was very into it. He fell asleep right when we got there but once he got a 15 min cat nap he was ready for the show. Of course Brooklyn took it all in. Bay was nervous at first but once she saw it wasn't scary she loved it too. Then Sat. we woke up and all went to the Titanic museum. My little sister Rain really got into this as did I. Pops being a history teacher enjoyed it as well. This was the first time we did this and it was great. Daddy had to leave about 15 min. into it because Jackson wasn't feeling good...over tired from no sleep the night before. Sat night we went to Silver Dollar City of course. It was very cold so we put three layers on all the kids and they didn't seem to mind the temp at all. Mommy got a few refills on the hot chocolate. It is my fav out of anywhere. Sunday we hung out at the condo and then Sunday night we took the kids out to eat to Red Lobster. It was so funny because our waitress brought out Larry the lobster for the kids to pet and about the time that Jackson touched it his Daddy jumped and screamed and it made the waitress jump and all of the people sitting around us. It was one of those moments where it is hard to stop laughing. Monday we slept in one last time and then hit a few shops before heading home. Our car was so full it looked like we were for real moving. Since we couldn't lay down the back seat this year we had to pile it up in crazy ways. But we survived, made some new memories, and got the kids into the holiday spirit.
Such a wonderful past few weeks with family, friends, lots of yummy food, laughs, excitement, over stimulated, putting together, baking, organizing, decorating, wrapping, surprises, tears of happy and sad..even at the same time, videoing, memories, memories, and more memories. My computer is finally back from repair so get ready for lots of pics this week because I have a ton to catch up on. So behind on the blog so expect to see at least a handfull of entries this week. Our kids are at such a fun age for the holidays. Very magical in ways but also a hard one since it was the first one with out our Nanny. Never thought last year would be the last Christmas with her since she was in such great health. It for sure has taught me to hang on to each day with the thought that we truly don't know when our time will be and that are days are numbered. I'm so happy to think she is at peace..finally, but I wish so bad she could see my lil ones faces light up or give me a hug or laugh at something silly one of the kids just did. It is so hard to believe that my sweet little girls will never get to know the women that made me into the Mommy I am today. One day though they will and we tried really hard to remember that will the celebration of Jesus's birth. We did a lot of fun things including driving around and looking at lights, hot cocca, decorating sugar cookies for Santa, our Christmas chain each night, family get togethers, Christmas movie nights, parties, going to see Santa, Christmas Eve service at Church, and doing our what God wants for Christmas each night with you guys to really bring home the real meaning of Christmas. Mommy was so tired that I fell asleep before Daddy and I could do our presents so we did them the next night. I have to brag on my hubby because he surprised me big time this year. We decided to not do Christmas for each other this year. I was shocked when I opened up a new snap shot canon camera, a Dooney purse...it's red, my fav color...major props for picking it out. I've never asked for a purse and I swear I couldn't have picked out a more fab one then this one:) and diamond earrings and diamond necklace. He saved up all year and so I was shocked to say the least. What can I say...I married a sweet-heart! I did a few separate sildeshows of our family Christmas get togethers. So many pics...hard to pick just a few. We are blessed more than I ever imagined. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Here are the pics from Christams Day 2008!
Christmas Eve Morning we had Me-Me, Pops, Uncle J, Aunt Steph, Aunt Raain, Uncle Jimmy, Grandy over for breakfast and lunch. It was hard since this was always when we had Nan and Pap at the house but the kids filled the air with laughter and excitement. I swear I don't know how I would've made it with out them. Such a gift and then some. We had such a fun day with everyone. We then all went to church at Fellowship together for the 4:30 service. However since we were a few minutes late we missed out on a seat so we watched in the lobby on the tv's and then joined everyone else for the candlelight cermony which was beautiful. The kids loved it! Then it was home to get cookies and milk ready. We did our last night of what God wants for Christmas which of course is us and then opened up our new PJ's. Such a fun day full of traditions in a new way.
Such a wonderful past few weeks with family, friends, lots of yummy food, laughs, excitement, over stimulated, putting together, baking, organizing, decorating, wrapping, surprises, tears of happy and sad..even at the same time, videoing, memories, memories, and more memories. My computer is finally back from repair so get ready for lots of pics this week because I have a ton to catch up on. So behind on the blog so expect to see at least a handfull of entries this week. Our kids are at such a fun age for the holidays. Very magical in ways but also a hard one since it was the first one with out our Nanny. Never thought last year would be the last Christmas with her since she was in such great health. It for sure has taught me to hang on to each day with the thought that we truly don't know when our time will be and that are days are numbered. I'm so happy to think she is at peace..finally, but I wish so bad she could see my lil ones faces light up or give me a hug or laugh at something silly one of the kids just did. It is so hard to believe that my sweet little girls will never get to know the woman that made me into the Mommy I am today. One day though they will and we tried really hard to remember that with the celebration of Jesus's birth. We did a lot of fun things including driving around and looking at lights, hot cocca, decorating sugar cookies for Santa, our Christmas chain each night, family get togethers, Christmas movie nights, parties, going to see Santa, Christmas Eve service at Church, and doing our what God wants for Christmas each night with you guys to really bring home the real meaning of Christmas. Santa brought Jacks a real set of Jr. Drums...crazy crazy, a castle, and some cool stuff in his stocking, Miss Bailey got the rose petal cottage with all the fixins, a power wheels princess car, and Brooklyn got Elmo Live, Zebra bounce, and some fun stocking stuffers like bottles, pacificers, and books. Mommy was so tired that I fell asleep before Daddy and I could do our presents so we did them the next night. I have to brag on my hubby because he surprised me big time this year. We decided to not do Christmas for each other this year. I was shocked when I opened up a new snap shot canon camera, a Dooney purse...it's red, my fav color...major props for picking it out. I've never asked for a purse and I swear I couldn't have picked out a more fab one then this one:) and diamond earrings and diamond necklace. He saved up all year and so I was shocked to say the least. What can I say...I married a sweet-heart! I did a few separate sildeshows of our family Christmas get togethers. So many pics...hard to pick just a few. We are blessed more than I ever imagined. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Here are the pics from Christams Day 2008!
Today was Savanna's B-Day. She turned five on the 29th. The kids had a blast playing games and bowling. I must say my lil sis Savanna is a diva at heart. Can hang with the boys but so cute and not one bit shy. She says she wants to be an actresses. So precious. We got her a disney on ice ticket, a skeeball game, and a sticker maker. Gigi made the cutest cake and it tasted better than the cookie co. which means it was wonderful! Happy B-DAY Aunt Savanna. WE LOVE U!
We had an amazing trip w/the kids to the Smokey Mtns. It was a ten hour drive but Josh and I lived to tell about it. Highlights include: "The Miracle", snow tubing, candy store, Dollywood, water park, acarde, lots of Starbucks, shopping w/my girls, good times in the cabin, the pretty views, and lots more! It was the first trip since Brooklyn was born that we've on with Josh and I the only adults..and that is debatable.Such good times! My fav was the hot stone 80 min massage. Our resort also had a spa so I couldn't resist! Thanks honey for making me stop to smell the flowers. Here are some pics.
The kids are having a blast this week preparing for Easter weekend. After going to see the musical in Gatlinburg called The Miracle they are very into the real meaning behind Easter. We stuck with our tradition from last year and got back out the Resurrection Eggs on Sunday. Each egg they open has a something in it to give them a visual on the Easter Celebration. I would recommend this to all with kids 2-10 on why Easter is such a special day. These are made by Family Life and can be found at Mardels, Lifeway, Ebay, etc.... The kids can't wait to go Easter Egg hunting, dyeing eggs, a yummy lunch at Me-Me's, and celebrating Jesus's life at church on Sunday. Hope you all find his peace and comfort this week.
Easter Sunday was a little different this year for many reasons. Church was amazing but when we pulled up the bottom literally fell out of the sky. We didn't dry off until we got back home! It was nice to sit and reflect on the hope that Christ has given me and the strength his spirit has added to my life. My rest is in him and until I was in the pit of suffering and despair it was hard to fully know how powerful the peace of his spirit is. Such power in knowing him, truly knowing him, not just knowing the right things to say and the right way to walk. So often I take for granted It rained some and I was sad I didn't get any outside pics. But happy I took the girls to the Old Mill..at least I got some then. The kids slept in the living room on a blow up bed because they were so excited about the bunny coming. We did our tradition of the Resurection eggs to imprint a visual of why we have Easter. It is so easy to loose focus of this and this helps them see and at the same time holds us accountable. They woke up to a living room full of goodies. The bunny hid eggs all around them and they couldn't believe that eggs were under their pillows and they didn't hear him come in. Let me add making five Easter basket for my three and for two of my siblings takes so me time and I will not wait til midnight the night before to fill eggs and their baskets. I know I say this to myself every year but five baskets was a lot more time consuming than years past. Well, First Easter with out my precious Nan. Every year she was the one that made my basket full of goodies and taught me what the true meaning of Easter was all about. She wasn't the type to want to go all out on holidays and parties..she was very practical which I'm starting to understand why since the era she grew up was hard pressed. With the stock market and economy so awful right now it really does make you think twice about what the important things in life are. However I have too much Hindman blood in my veins to let birthdays and holidays come and go. I look at it like I only get a short time span to create tradition and teach the kids during the process. Plus I can never turn down a fun time to to celebrate the simple things and make the kids feel special and look forward to it again the next year. I decided this year to buy their baskets that hopefully will last year after year. We can change out the liners as needed. They loved them. We went to a fun hunt on Sat and my Mom dyed eggs with them. Sunday Mam Nellie and Aunt Rain went to church with us then we headed to Meme's for a wonderful lunch. She did an egg hunt for the kids in the house and they loved it. Naps and then home to watch a movie. Btw, I 7 pounds with will smith and if you haven't seen it...watch it! Very good script, acting, and a unique style and theme. Love movies like this. Overall wonderful Easter, even though the deep sadness loomed over my heart knowing where I was exactly one year ago from then which was at Nan's family reunion the day before her aneurism. I know I say this a lot but it is insane to me that it happened a year ago. Yes, it feels like I haven't talked to her in YEARS, but every second of this time last year seems so fresh. When will this go away? It is amazing to me how within hours your entire world changes and u r left wondering how to keep going. Just glad the 14th is finally over. No more firsts!!!! Thanks for all your sweet emails, words, and calls. God always knows what we need. I'm feasting on all I can get from him these days. Hey he says drink if you’re thirsty and let’s just say I'm dehydrated!
So what are we up to these days...lots and lots of Birthdays in the family have kept us busy for sure. Jacks has started tball. He loves loves loves it. He got assigned #10 which is crazy that it was random since it is Luke, Savanna, mine, and his Poppa(my dad's) number. He is a Cardinal. He had his first game Sat. and hit two balls in the outfield. He ask every day if it is time for a game again. I really think this is going to be his thing for sure. Miss Brooklyn took 6 steps yesterday. She has been taking a few steps for about a month now but she can go so fast with the monkey move. She loves to dance and already amazes me with her moves and rhythm. Her shoulders even get into it. Bailey is already talking about her party next month. Every night before we go to bed she ask if her tea party is the next day. We are going to have a teddy bear hunt followed by a teddy bear tea. She loves to dress up and to play house still. All three of them love to dance to songs from Annie, Greece, High School Musical, worship music, Rodney Atkins, Johnny Cash, hits from the 80's and that's just the start. Jackson is very into music and that rubs off on Bailey's taste in music. A very diverse taste in music to say the least. Brooklyn loves animals, especially ducks and dogs. She quacks and barks often and says Hey to them. She can do a flip, play peek a boo, eat ...fav food is meat and veggies, outside, loves to swing the most right now..the higher the better and just loves life right now. Meme, Jimmy, Autum,Rain, Luke, and Aunt Patti all have bdays within a week or so of each other. So it seems like every day we are on the move. We are excited about summer and decided to not do the mdo program so we can play, play, play or at least that is what jacks and bay says. The beach trip is only 7 weeks away and it can't get here fast enough!! Here are some pics from the last week. Make a Smilebox slideshow
The Pics tell it all! All of the kids had a blast. Josh and I took our three and Aunt Savanna and Rain to see Disney on Ice Wed. night. We got Rain and Savanna each a ticket for their b-day and they loved all of the tricks and songs. Jackson and Bailey got into it as well. And well Brooklyn has always had a blast. We will for sure do it again!
Last week we made a quick trip to Ok City to watch my first cousin Ashur pitch. He is amazing to watch and is picked to be drafted next month in the 2nd or 3rd round. Jackson and Bay talk about him a lot and miss him since he has been in OK this year. We knew this might be our last chance to watch him pitch this close to AR so we packed up, took all three kids, and lft Tuesday night. He pitched Wednesday and then after the game headed back so Daddy could get back to work Thursday. Even though in a 24 hr period we drove over 10 of them it was so worth it. Best of all his team won the college regionals and they are off the World Seris this weekend. I just read an article today that said he is one of the top left handed pitchers expected to be in the draft so we are so very proud of him. Way to go Ash!!! All of your dedication to the game you have loved since you could walk has paid off for sure. To here he is throwing 95mph and has a 1.9 ERA is one thing but then to see it is an entire different story. That was the little dude that use to go round and round with me because he was such a all boy lil mess, really does seem like not long ago. He couldn't be bribed or talked into anything. Very strong willed..like another little boy I know....lol. Me and Aunt Patti joke all the time about some of the things Jackson does now that reminds us of Ashur. Jackson starts asking about 4pm when is his Daddy going to be home. Then usually goes out in the front yard with his t-ball glove, bat, balls, bases, and anything else that has to do with the sport. It is so cute. It is just funny because I can remember Ashur at 2 years old would walk around the house with a glove on that was really as big as him would sit on the front porch waiting on his Dad to get home. I'm just trying to remind myself to enjoy Jackson being this age because right now he seems like he is growing up so fast. Too fast! Does anyone else feel like this with their pre-schoolers? O yes he had a semi melt down in the 10th inning at the game. I must say 10 innings is a lot of ball for three kids four and under. Next time a babysitter sounds wonderful! lol. Anyways, he got in trouble and then informed me he wasn't leaving the game with me and then said and I quote "fine mom, i'm just going to stay here forever and ever and I'm going to keep being a jerk too" Do WHAT???? Yes lets just say that didn't fly. The only thing I can think of is maybe the kid on Home Alone said something like that but who knows. So then after that was taken care of back at the car, he said "When we get home I'm just going to call 911 and tell them you can go away while you are being mean" AGAIN I'M THINKING "DO WHAT"?? Seriously, such a mess. Then he thought I walked off but I was really just getting Bay out of the stroller and he started crying saying "Daddy go get here, I was just kidding, I didn't mean it MOMMY, MOMMy, don't go, daddy I'm going to go get here I promise I will be careful, i'm sorry." He was crying and it broke my heart. I then reassured him that no matter what he did or ever said to me I would never love him any less and that he could never get me to leave him. Then he started smiling. He still is my deep thinker full of questions and every day seems like a new revelation about life mostly to do with the Bible, Jesus, getting old, how something works or how we are able to see, ear, move, etc. I swear sometimes he is way above his years as far as critical thinking goes but the all-american three year old picking at his sisters, lovin on his momma, wrestling with his buds at school, and having those priceless moments with his Daddy. Here are some pics of our 24 hr rondavue in Ok. We went to a park before the game and got some fun shots of the kids having a blast.
Mother's Day was wonderful. We went to church then Jackson took me on a date out to eat along with Mamaw Nellie then we went over to Me-Me's to visit and give them the posters we made for them along with some other special pics over the last year. Then we came back and had a relaxing afternoon. Then my Mom came over later that night. The hardest part of Mother's Day was of course in the back of mind most of the day but I am able to find joy in how far my Mom has come from this time last year. Nanny would be happy to see her so healthy again. That was always her dream. I went out to the cementary by myself which was nice to just to sit and reflect and process. So very hard for me to just be still. Life is tough that is for sure but I know I will her again and fill her in. The kids surprised me with two dozen roses and Daddy and Jacks walked in and told me to close my eyes and they got me a new laptop which is amazing! I'm already in love with it and don't know how I ever did with out it. Thanks boys! Here are some pics from our day.
We had a fish fry at Murray Park with Daddy's work on Friday. The kids had a blast, well that is until Miss Bailey got hit in the eye with a chain that was broke on a tire swing. After a dramactic boo boo she was fine and acted like nothing had ever happened not too long after. Then it was home to get ready to have a party for Uncle Jimmy's graduation the next AM. Memorial Day weekend will be a busy one but hopefully Sunday and Monday can slow down and we can just have some QT relaxing at home.
Your Poppa and Gigi took you, Luke, and Savanna to the Little Red River on Memorial Day to go trout fishing. As soon as I told you that you were going you ran in your room and said "okay Momma what does fisherman wear?" I told you that anything would work but you insisted on camo boots, raincoat, shark shirt, and camo glasses. Then you went in the bathroom and spiked your hair and said "i'm ready to catch some big ones!" You are such a mess with more energy then you yourself knows what to do with. You for sure brings lots of life and laughter into our home. Although only one fish was caught you can't stop talking about how much you loved it. I'm sure the first of many fishing trips!
So Sunday we got back in from our family vacation to Orange Beach. I can honestly say that we had a blast and didn't want to come home yet. I could've easily spent another week there for sure. I'm not done going through all the pics I took...Josh is laughin at me because I took over 1,000 but I don't like to miss anything plus I like to have options once I get back. We went with Me-Me and Mamaw Nellie. It is so wonderful to have both sides of our family together and we feel very special that our fams are able to do this. I wanted to post a few pics and will have more pics and details in the next fews days.
Wow have things been a little crazy these past few weeks. With school starting I thought I would have more time but not the case so much. Please keep one of my best friends in your prayers. She lost her husband last week and they have two little precious boys. My Uncle Stanley passed away Monday so we have not had much time for air since the start of Sept. I'm ready for some down time just enjoying my family. Life is so short and we forgot this when going through all the routine stuff day in and day out. You would think me of all people would know just how easy we can be hear one minute and then gone the next, so why is it so easy to loose perspective on the things that matter most. It was great to start bible study this week, I'm ready to pour back into the word and this helps keep me accountable to it. I'm co-leading on Tues a new mom study and then Wed just studying the book of James. I'm tired of being flat if that makes any sense. God has brought me so far and in a way I'm numb still from loosing my Nanny..and that was 18 months ago!! I told Josh last night that it seems like we are off the ship and now on the lifeboat, holding on with one hand as tight as we can and holding on to our babies with the other hand just hoping that the waves don't knock us overboard. It seems to always be a mishap, accident, illness, something broken around the house, a repair that needs to be made, a bill due, a pile of clothes on the floor that is a constant visual of how behind I am, along with three little ones that need so much love and care to thrive. Wooo see makes me tired just thinking about it. But here I am writing on my blog instead. And I even feel guilty about that because of what all I need to be doing. Then it hits me, I need to be reflecting more, more on God's promises instead of my own, more on stillness instead of accomplishing, more of laughter instead of tears, and although it sounds so good on paper the reality is, THIS IS SO HARD TO DO! Even though maybe our entire life on this Earth will be spend on a life boat, who says what we should hold onto. God whispers, let go of the handle and hold onto me and my word, let go of those babies and let me worry about how to keep them in the boat. I created you didn't I, I made you in my image didn't I. Why do you wear yourself out until you are weary and weak by attempting to do it all yourself when all you have to do is let go and trust me. Then I think, and I don't have an answer. Just that maybe my faith needs to continue to grow and maybe I'm not pushing myself to trust more and let go of my ways and look to his. God never said this was going to be easy, look at everyone that was a follower in the Bible, not one of them walked an easy path, it is hard, it is going to be hard, and yes there is going to be heartache. The promise is what keeps you going, not the present. We are only hear for such a short time but spend our days day dreaming about what our future looks like here rather than what it will be in heaven. So wow, didn't plan on an entry like this but guess just need to get it out, somewhere, to someone, being a mom is hard, harder than anything anyone could ever explain, prepare, or define. Do you enjoy every single second of being a mom? Do you miss how easy things use to be? Time to do what you like? Hobby? ha what is that? If only they would just do what I say!!But then the next second I find myself having the time of my life and feel so fulfilled. I think when reflecting this I can picture God feeling similar about me as his child. When I'm being selfish, or not of his ways and listening to him, he probably thinks, ooo brooke what makes u think you should ask for that, why do u think it always has to be this way or that way, forgive brooke, let go brooke, wait on my timing, because I said so,trust me, no you can't have that, rest or you will pay later, and then he thinks "this is hard" "this isn't what I envisioned in the Garden"! But he loves me, just the same! When I touch others through his spirit, or share his grace and mercy, or just spend alone time in worship, I know he feels it is so worth it in the end. I will be with my father someday, not for a short time, but for always! That is the beatuy of it and why I'm so thankful he has blessed me with three little lives that have already changed my life in more ways than I could have ever imagined. Not something that just hits you one day but a life long walk of lessons that lead me closer to him and to depend on him so in the end it can be what God first envisioned. Praise the Lord, for he is Good.Enjoy the pics!
Last week before getting so sick we took the kids to the State Fair. Brooklyn wasn't sure what to think with all of the sights and sounds. Bailey and Jackson had a blast riding all the rides, and Jackson even got to see some Cowgirls which he thought was "awesome". The faster the better as far as rides go for him where as Bailey doesn't like anything that even looks like it might pick up speed. Brooklyn rode the horses and the other two rode too many rides to count. Bailey got to get some of her favorite treat..cotton candy! The next day was when I started to get sick. I went to the Dr. on Monday and found out I had the flu that then turned into a secondary lung infection. It was so yuck especially with me wanting to be with Paps as much as possible. His poor little body is shutting down and its hard to believe that he will only be with us at the most a few more days. I have never had to watch someone that I was this close to suffer and it for sure life has been life changing for me. My high school reunion was a few weeks ago and we had so much fun. I was in charge of it so it was a little stressful with the timing of my Papaw's stroke. My favorite time of year is here and I could use some pretty fall sunshine for sure!Here are some random pics of the kids.
Fall time as you already know from what Mommy has shared with all three of you is for sure by far my favorite season of the year. The weather is usually beautiful, the trees georgeous here, the traditions, festivies, smells in the air, football season, halloween and all the candy and good treats, fall decor, pumpkin patches, state fair, hay rides, bon fires, carmel apples, parties, festivals, and just the weather in general puts me in a better mood. Here are some pics of u three just enjoying some of the traditions we have started to do with you now every year. I'm sure one day soon you will see why fall is such a fun time of year here in Arkansas. Jackson you are already asking me how many more days until our Branson trip and until Christmas. Bailey you are already asking me if Santa will bring you a lot of babies, and Brooklyn you just are happy to be experiencing it all! I can tell Christmas is going to be extra special this year for many reasons. Thanks again for all your prayers about the greatest man I've ever known. He is missed by us all but we are trying to reflect on happy he is to be where he is. Here are some fun pics of the three of you. O yeah Bailey your fav song right now is party in the usa by miley. You love music especially her, Taylor Swift, Michael Jackson songs, Martina McBride, Kelly Pickler, and many many more. Your little voice sounds precious singing. Jackson likes all of these women as well so we gets lots of music time in our house for now. There really never is a dull moment in our house for now. I don't think I would know what to do if there were...well I take that back...I would probably sleep or read a good book. I will have to do an update on each one of you soon. For now Jackson..we did your flu shots yesterday and saw the lung dr and u were 49 pounds and 3ft8inches tall! You have grown 1.5 inches since April. You are such a crtical thinker and ask the most amazing questions. I tell people u r either going to be a peacher or policitan as u never meet a stranger and love to fight for what you believe in...a persisiter all the way along with energizer bunny! Bailey you are Mommy's little momma! You are a harmonizer and can't stand to be in trouble. You say you are sorry like 10 times before letting it go and even tell your siblings over and over if you know you hurt them. It is precious. Brooklyn you are so much like your brother only not as head strong. You also get your feelings hurt a lot easier and require less discipline than he did at your age. You love to be in the center of the action and think your Bubba is the funniest thing ever. You love to be around others and explore the world. Always Happy, always smiling, always sweet and loving on us. Updates on all your stats soon. Love, Mommy Make a Smilebox slideshow
Halloween was actually Papaw's funeral so we didn't want that to take away from the kids having fun trick or treating. Although we didn't go see everyone like we usually do we still got dressed up and took the kids trick or treating and then passed out candy at our house. It was such a long day but the kids had a blast! They looked so cute all dressed up. Bailey was butterfly, Brooklyn a lady bug, then Bay wanted me to be a bumble bee, Jackson was a power ranger, and Raain was the kid Micheal Jackson from the Jackson 5 days. It was precious. The funniest moment of the night was when a puppy ran out of a house Bay was trick or treating at and it scared her. She started running screaming and cryin and the owner finally caught up with the dog. While I was comforting her and the owner was making sure she was okay I said "bay that puppy isn't going to hurt you, he is nice." And she said, "Mommy but I allergic!!!" It made me and the owner laugh which was just what I needed. The kids then layed out all their candy once we got home and sadly Mommy and Daddy along with them have eaten almost all of it. No wonder I love Halloween so much, I'm a candy addict. Bailey is too more so than jackson and brooklyn so we have had some good candy breaks over the past two weeks. Life is starting to get back into a rountine. Stephanie and Jordan had a surprise party for Pops. He turned sixty last week. His face walking in was priceless. He really had no clue. Branson is only two weeks away. The kids ask about it every single day now. I am enjoying my precious time with them right now. They seem to make me smile when I sure don't feel like it. Jackson is full of questions again about heaven, Jesus, and many other philiosophical topics. I love it!! He keeps me on my toes and in the Word that is for sure. He actually brought me the Bible..not a kid one...and asked me to read to him out of the "real" bible the story of Daniel and the Lions Den. So we did and even I learned something new. The wives and kids were thrown in with the men that turned Daniel in after the Kind saw the lions didn't get Daniel. The questions that came from jacks after learning this were those instances that I came back with the response of "you will just have to ask Jesus when you get there sweet-heart"!!
A new year, a new start..hey even a new decade. My new year resolution is: number 1.to post more on our family blog so we can remember all of the little things that so easily slip our memory, number two is to get a little more organized since it seems like we have so many directions we are going at once, and three to spend a little more time one on one with God and in His Word. We had a great holiday season. I am so upset because I just typed for over twenty minutes on all of the details of Christmas and what we did and our new and old traditions and I accidently hit the back button instead of post button and it is gone...so mad right now I have to laugh after the day I had especially since I haven't got to make an entry in so long. My computer broke and for Christmas I got a new one..woohoo. I was just waiting on my login info since I couldn't get to it on my old laptop and it was making me enter the log in info that I never had to entire since it was from my other computer that logged into it so much. You see a rather large size 11 shoe crushed my last computer but I promised I wouldn't tell so that is left for you to use your imagination on but I am now up and running again. Wow still mad about all of the quotes I put on there just now of the kids that got erased but maybe after some sleep I will get over it and stop whinning and just retype it all back out. Josh tells me everytime this has happened that I should type in first in Word and then that way it can just dissappear. Why don't I listen..I guess every now and then he can be right..lol. Maybe one day I will learn. Jackson asked so many questions about Santa this year and he wanted to know if Jesus made Santa, and if Santa was ever a baby, and if Santa can see him like Jesus can. This put a lot of thought on my end because I never want him to confuse the two but also know that he is so so smart when it comes to critical thinking skills. So I told him that no only Jesus can see him and hear him and that God made everything including our hearts and minds and imagination and we would just have to imagine what Santa does since we don't get to fly with him or since we didn't ever see him as a Baby. He then asked if where Jesus was born is still here or close to Arkansas. I told him it was way far away but yes and he said I really want to go there walk where Mary and Joseph did and where Jesus use to teach people. I told him that a lot of those places are dangerous now but that maybe someday we could. We went to all of our usual places this year except Romance. We were exhausted and just needed to be home. Daddy and me stayed up working on some presents we bought you and Jimmy and Raain so we laid down about the time u woke up which was way earlier than normal like when it was still dark out(5:30am) so by 10am we were beat and didn't feel up to driving back roads since the roads were flooded. You guys had a blast all day and it was magical to watch. We did Raain and Jimmy's christmas am stuff for them too since my Mom aka Grandy was working all night. She is now a CNA for the elderly and works almost every night 11pm to 7am then sleeps after getting Rain to school. Nanny and Paps would be so so proud and we are too. God really can bring on life change, it doesn't matter how bad you think it is, or what decisions you have made, or your past, or what you must overcome...he can move mountians..believe me I have seen it first hand. She gives him all of the glory for walking away from the life she lived for over 20 years to where she is now and functions in ways that we use to dream about for her. She will help many with addictions I have a feeling to find strength and get out of a never ending battle. At the Dr. yesterday Bailey weighed 34 pounds. Brooklyn goes Monday. Bailey has had a pox virus and it turned into staph this week so today was full of injections in her back, cutting to let some of the drainage occur and send off to labs, and being looked at by 5 Dr's just today. She is on lots of meds for the infection and started a newer treatement being done to get rid of the virus that started on her arm and now covers most of her body except head and face praise God. The staph was on her stomach area so at least it is very eas to keep covered and keep protected. Due to her ecezma she scratches a lot even on hydroxine every night so this is why the virus has spread and it made it that much more severe. It was the worst case of molloscum that her PCP Dr. had ever seen and up there with one of the worst that The Children's hosptial group of dr's had seen. She was such a champ and didn't even cry when getting three shots in her back which amazed me and everyone else. She says the sweetest things about Nanny all the time like out of the blue will say "Mommy did u know Nanny is eating right now." Then she will lay there longer and out of no where said "Mommy don't worry Nanny is laying down now, Jesus covered her up so she isn't cold. She is dreaming good dreams already." Another example she said just last week "Mommy Nanny is holding lots of babies in heaven until there mommies get up there to them." How in the world can a three year old have so much insight into the world that awaits us. Sometimes it makes me wonder if God gives kids that gift to be a testiomony to us that he and heaven are just as real to Bailey as the world we are living and breathing in today. Kids do a much better job with believing with out seeing vs most adults. It is such a beautiful example of what our faith is suppose to be. Jackson asked me if the place where Jesus walked on Earth is still able for people to get to. I said I'm sure and he said well I want to go see it. I want to walk where Jesus walked and see where he was born." Brooklyn is talking up a storm and full of it as always. She is starting to express herself and temper occasionally more and more with her likes and dislikes. Even when she is bad she still can't keep from grinning if you smile at her just a little. She loves people. She says most animal sounds and loves Sprite, cheese dip, tomatoes, salad, pizza, fries, spaghetti, cheese, ice, cake, ice crem, applesauce, mac and cheese, tacos, hot sauce, chocolate, sausage, to dip anything, and I could keep going. Bailey still will only eat those three or four things still which makes dinner time such a challenge bec she is allergic to so much and dislikes so many things as well. Thank goodness for vitamins and that she gets some protein from ckn. If you can believe what Bailey eats...aka..chicken nuggets..Brooklyn would rather pass on. Brooklyn would much rather go for a cheese buger with all the fixings. She and Jackson like the same exact foods which is a blessing. She loves the Wiggles, Scobby Doo, Doodle Bops, and even movies like Haunted Mansion, and High School Musical...sound familiar...??? Yes she is having the same movie tastes that Jackson did at two which cracks me up. Bailey would so much rather watch a Barbie movie or Strawberry Shortcake and Brooklyn and Jackson like the loud, scary, over the top drama movies...go figure. We have Spring Break already planned. We are taking the kiddos to Myrtle Beach for a week. We have never been before so we look forward to a new adventure. Can't wait until they are old enough to snow ski. We hope 2010 is a year full of peace, togetherness, love, and joy. We need it!! I have accepted that no matter how much I want to feel the same as I did when Nanny was here I probably won't but I must still learn how to enjoy my kids and fight for that daily even when I feel so so sad and lost with out her and my Papaw. I have gained more confidence in my ability to fend for myself just this past year I would say and now I strive to just make them proud of the Mommy, wife, and woman of God I try to be and serve others well as they did every day. I am happy I have access to my blog again and have kept up with all the sayings and funny moments over the past month so lots of catching up to do on here. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Well at least I made up some of the entry that was just lost. Maybe I can finish tomorrow.
Jackson Ryan Charles was born August 30, 2004, next came Bailey Grace on May 31, 2006, and then there was Brooklyn Annelise on March 10, 2008. All three are 21 months apart. There is never a dull moment. We created this blog to journal all the events that take place in their life. It will always be up to date in order to keep family and friends updated on our adventure's in life. We invite anyone that views our blog to post comments to them or us, so that one day they can look back on all of the people that cared for them at such an early age. We love to read your comments and hope you enjoy our blog!
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